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MOVED

2010-10-15T13:32:00.001+08:00

http://HazelLSM.blogspot.com

09.25.10 ( 2:04AM )

2010-09-25T02:04:00.003+08:00

♥ HongAn ทีรัก
12'sept 2010

He's Mine, Mine, Mine !

09.09.10 (12:39AM) I still miss you

2010-09-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

I miss the times when you kiss me on my forehead, my cheek and my lips
I miss the time when you always wanted to 'send me home'
I miss Singing with you ; I could remember how you run away to hide
I miss the feel of you holding my hand while crossing the road
I miss your text,your voice, your face & your smile
I miss the time when you hug me to sleep
I miss being in your arms, and having tht shoulder i lean on in cab
I miss chatting with you about our life
I just miss you..

I could remember everything, and i wanted to say
'Baby, I love you' & I'll always do
'Baby, I miss you' everywhere i go
'Baby, I want you' and i yearn for you
'Baby, I need you' every moment

08.31.10 ( 3:43PM ) G, The greatest thing that ever happen to me, Happen in the blink of an eye

2010-08-31T15:43:00.010+08:00

That's Gonna be our One Last'Memory !

No body gonna love me better than you do

If only i was your Baby

You're that guy who could love me just right
People wonder why do i Love J sooo much
Because he just make me feel right, like how you did

I haven't felt this for almost 3 years

& All the time i'd spent with you is wonderful !

You said that we don't have much memories to be sad about
But every single second i spend with you, I remember it !!

I remember what you wore when i first met you
I remember the way you smile & laugh

Everything you do & words you say, you know that it all takes my breathe away

& Now i'm left with nothing..

I remember just everything !

( You make me laugh about the silliest stuff )

When i'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch

can't believe i'm so lucky, i've never felt so Happy

everytime i see that sparkle in your eyes

I know that you were kinda into me, but now i guess
Its too good to be True, Right .?

That kind of feeling i had towards you was just like..

I really can't express it

Just everything you did, Everything you says

means a lot to me.. & I could say i'm crazy over you

I really miss that kind of love, That kind of feeling that you once made me feel

Boy, i know i'm gonna miss you, but i guess we don't have our chance

08.23.10 我舍不得

2010-08-28T16:33:00.002+08:00

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick with you

08.21.10 ( 3:23PM ) 可爱女人

2010-08-21T15:23:00.004+08:00

我想做你的“可爱女人”

08.06.10 (2:12AM) Le bar

2010-08-06T02:12:00.002+08:00

Le bar night with Jianhao, Amber & Jon <3

08.01.10 (9:51PM) Hot.Hot.Hot

2010-08-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

" Just because I love you & You love me, It doesn't means we're meant to be "

Current life totaly sucks, Olevels, totally no Life
can't really let goo and have fun, always stressing about Life !
I reallyreally hope that i won't let anyone down when i get back my results
Single Pointer ! Yes it is , still my aim..
Olevel's getting closer, I'm still slacking
" But, once i start, I won't stop " Hazel, Muggggggg Pleassse .

07.28.10 ( 10:01PM ) Happy 17 Birthday to myself

2010-07-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

Thanks kaden for the cake she made for me !
If you guys wanna placa order of cakes, Please visit : http://cakelab.weebly.com/
You can design your own cake !

Movie > Sheesha > Element

07.25.10 ( 11:42PM )

2010-07-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

Fucking pissed off right now !
Bitch, you mean nothing to me

07.18.10 (12:37AM) Study @ Rp

2010-07-18T00:37:00.006+08:00

Wondering what am I doing these days?

Glen aka My baby

Calvin aka Shermin Boyf

Jotina aka my Darling !

Shermin aka Darling !

Have been meeting this darlingssss lately & yay, Everyday !
Hope all of us ( except Calvin ) could do well for our Os'
We don't have to be in th same school but if we score good enough
We could at least enter th school we wanna & hopefully th course !
Its Our Future Dear, Bless All Of Us !

07.17.10 (05.04PM) Happy 4 Months to Kyan & Happy 2nd Birthday Linc ! ( Love my brother )

2010-07-17T17:04:00.003+08:00

Problem with blogger, I cant upload photos anymore !
Shall update next time, or tonight ! Bye ( Off to plaza to meet my dearest )

07.16.10 (01:04AM) Happy 22nd Monthsary Glen

2010-07-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

Can you believe i ate everything below ! Ohhh-Myy ~

Its Linc ( My brother ) 's 2nd Birthday
Meet up with them, went to take to eat + shop
Linc is f cute can !!!!!!!!
However, was sad that i didnt manage to meet bi today
It's our 22nd Monthsary

07.10.10 (05:55PM) Shine In Harmony

2010-07-10T16:36:00.001+08:00

Yvonne

Jotina (L)

Yvonne Hazel Samantha Jotina

Shermin (L)

This's the only game that i played ! LOL
Totally waste my time for going to school lo

Roy ! Retarded

They're all my Love !! Except for Roy

07.05.10 (03:58PM) Vivo w/Jotina

2010-07-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

Jotina & Hazel

went to Vivo with Jotina cause she need to change her charger
Then to Cine to meet Louis & Shermin, caught Eclipse
L.O.V.E I.T T.T.M !

07.04.10 (11:33AM) Moodless !

2010-07-04T11:33:00.002+08:00

I feel so sad can, if you follow me on twitter, you might already knew what happen
It's that my Itouch's spoiled & tons of random things just pop up my mind
& I couldnt sleep ytd night, unfortunately, i couldnt fall back t sleep today too
that's why i woke up @ this time, which's ultra rare ...

I lost my phone 3 days ago & my I touch "Spoiled" yesterday
If i haven't google , i would've spend another $$ buying new one ..
one thing is that i'm those ( Never-Get-Enough ) girl :(

& Von just text me & reminded me that tuition just started
got.to.goooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Lastly

& I miss all'of my dogssss !
Esp Gin, she use to wake me up & sat beside me while i'm studying

07.02.10 (11:09PM)

2010-07-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hello !

PicturesPictures ..
Swimming @ Far East Plaza with Baby's sister & co.
This's like few weeks back already
And now, I'm currently mugging !
Prelim's on 15July -.- Olevel in another 3mths time

Havent been studying for th whold of June holi
Now i've to get back to my track and start running & hopefully, Win !

2010-07-01T22:27:00.001+08:00

I just lost my phone,so please text me tmr evening to update me your no. Cause I've just replace my siim and could only be activated tmr, or mail me for my no !! Thanks!

06.24.10 (11:43PM) Louis's Birthday celebration

2010-06-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Took this during kbox..

Hougang plaza kbox is damn cold, i swear !

Just being old-schooll
Please don't laugh at us

Monkey !
No wonder she call Jotina ( Banana )

Digging her nose ;)

Haven't slept for like 2 days, so i meet Jotina in the morning
its kinda weird, like i mean It's Louis's birthday and i took more pic with her
But... This's not all, there are still some picture with louis
Excited to wear my PINK lense :D Kawaii
so, went to kbox with Shermain, Louis, Jotina & Eugene
Met a lott of old-friendsssss there
& while waiting for Sinyee whn they left, Binbin and co. acc me
went to look kfor wei sheng @ 224 after awhile
& we took some stupid videooos can
I was so tired and he ask me down juse to advertise Frise, Cig.....

That's all !

Sorry for celebrating so late with ya Louis
And buying a damn small cake fr ya
've not much money left ( but anw, Jotina pay for it )

Shall buy a big creammmy cake next year alright
Bet you're gonna LOVE IT ^.^

06.23.10 (10:18PM)

2010-06-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

I miss my Hair !

mail me for any updates, i've got nth to update
Bye-bi !

06.05.10 (11:13PM)

2010-06-05T23:31:00.005+08:00

Hey guys !

this picture is taken mayb a week before or smt..
Hmm, we were siting outside 313 then few man from Iraq suddenly came
& requested to take picture with us :D

Backto today ; by right i'm meeting yuky @ Compass in th morning
but before that i was taptaping w/ Jingfu till 6plus in th morning
So... I couldn't wake upp :( Didn't study again

Ate M O S & out to take some picturessss
I've more, will update soon

My dear Girl, we haven't contact for a longlong time

Bugis after that to meet baby's sister
weisheng, deenis and john came along but left awhile later
& th clever John took my itouch with him !! >.<

went to Bujis village first, nth really caught my eyes :(

Hate to go shopping with guys

V8 for dinner & I really really love th food there

made this Couple KeyChain !
Its like damn old school right... But i love it <3>

That's all guys, Love ya !

さようなら

06.05.10 (12:59AM)

2010-06-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

Had been hanging out with yuky, Jingfu & Glen lately ♥

ben playing ball almost everyday
Basketball @ Sengkang 120 ; Pool @ Town

but th sad news is that i've been neglecting my studies
so i'm meeting yuky early in th morning tmr to study !! ( Hope i can wake up )

p.s/ I'm gonna go to school starting from next week

05.27.10 (11:59PM) Random

2010-05-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

I start to hate my bangz !
It made me look fatter can -.-

do i look older these days?? eye-bagggg heavier !!
been sleeping once every 2 days, dono why
mayb i'm internally stressed over o-level ( Monday )

Got my holiday timetable, 8am - 1pm for th first week
there's even lesson from 8am - 5pm ! tsk
i think that i should really try my best to wake up though its holiday
Intensive, Intensive, Intensive

Just a short update, 25.05.10

2010-05-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

Updating with my itouch, so no pictures ! Hmm, so olevel Chinese is round-the-corner and I haven't really start preparing fr it!! No determination to study cause I'm usually out late like 6 plus, and I don't really like to study fr like just few hrs then hm.. Yet I couldn't concentrate when I'm hm, like bb keep crying, people talking and especially my bed!! Currently have Chinese lesson from 7.30-4.30 in school, but the problem is - it's so damn f hot !!!!!!

But goodnews here, bb & me is getting better I think, hope it's gna last!

Well, think that I won't be sleeping tonight, cause I didn't study fr whole of today, bball with bb at night and taking care of baby in th afternoon.. Mac at midnight, anyone?? Shall bath nw, bye-bi

05.23.10 (5:21PM) Cake adv

2010-05-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Alex !

darl sis made this cake
http://cakelab.weebly.com/

you guys can perchase it @ this website
please support :D

Cake, Cupcake are all available
This website isn't dont yet, but can mail in for order

its darl bro-inlaw's bday, celebration @ vivo

05.10.10 ( 02:18AM )

2010-05-19T02:18:00.003+08:00

ニンジャチアリーダー
Ninja cheerleader

ok, i know this picture is smallly ! But this show is awesome !
Just finish watching it while packing my wardrobe
Rating : 10-10 ★

anw, i just realise that i'm left with 5 tee-shirts -.-
shopping time !!

05.18.10 ( 5:09PM ) Shermin bday

2010-05-18T17:09:00.004+08:00

This post is about shermn birthday. not today, but on th 15 May
& ya, Happy belated birthday to Josef too

knowing her for a few years, this's th first time we celebrate together
and so sorry for nothing buying you a present
will buy fr you soon :D i swear !

CATHAY for a movie ( Loser ) its nicenicenice ! > ddr
just th 5 of us, bi, liexuan, shermin & lulu

shermin then went to kbox @ cine to celebrate with others
( though we only meet for a short while, but there's gonna be a second round ! )

aahahha. shortie :D

i really don't know what to blog about cause that day is really simple
we just catch a movie and then home ..

p.s: can't wait for lulu birthday's celebration

2010-05-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

He has forgotten that its our 20th
sight. i'm very upset right now, not that he has forgotten our monthsary but for our relationship
I feel that its getting worst, from bad to worst
Despite that i love you, i still need someone to care

I didn't know what to do, to stay or to leave, time after time we talk things through cause I need you, but things remains the same.. What am I suppose to do? I really don't wanna go, but if I thnink of my future, I gotto

05.15.10 (12:47AM)

2010-05-15T00:47:00.003+08:00

Overdue photoos of

Mother's day

Hey if you guys are wondering where's this place,
Its in seletar east camp, Orientus resort
The right side of this resort's kinda " Dirty " , sluttty
But we're at the barly culture which's a great place to drink & chit-chat

Kyan Ang :D

Calester Cousin

Aunty

and Me :D

05.12.10 (8:29PM) Cloths for sales

2010-05-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

My Cloths For Sales

Free size
Colour : White

Quality : 9/10 ( wore 2times )
Model hight : 154cm

please mail me , inlovewith-g@hotmail.com for any information

collection will be plan

05.09.10 (12:29AM) Bytches in 5A

2010-05-09T00:29:00.005+08:00

I dedicate this post to 3 fucking great bytch in my class
well i'm not gonna name them but you know who you are
You know what you bytch about me to Mr neo, and you'll see
what happens on monday !

Bytch listen " I'm gonna fuck your ass up if anythinig happens "

How can we find another this bytch like ya???
When one bang you accidently, you can hate him/her for life
Things that happen years ago, you're still bringing it up over&over again
If you think i steal your cheappppp $1 sushi
I can return you a dozen ! If you left it there and walk away
You think I know its yours? Use your brain
ohh, or maybe bytches like you doesnt have one
Think you're prettier???? Think you're better ???
Look, I'm much Prettier & Better than you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go to hell bytch !

05.06.10 (07:30PM) Hi Bangs

2010-05-06T19:30:00.001+08:00

Many say that i don't suit this hairstyle, but i'm happy to at least try it :D

04.05.10 (11:38pm) prelimmmmm :(

2010-05-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

Blogging with my I touch now, cause my current mood was like ( sucks ttm )

6 more days till prelim starts, I hope to cancel my tuition cause I study better myself then with others help, but I need to think of my tuition mates
I hope I could go home, change, mac to study, till 10pm get home and sleep but I need to take care of my bro, and sometimes things crashes
I treat this prelim very seriously cause we sitting for th dame paper as express and it'll be harder than what they usually take I suppose, if I miss th chance to practises, I bet I'm gonna be sososooo behind from others just like the past
I don't wanna anyone to look down on me, cause I'm not stupid!
I don't wanna to let my parents down, or let those bytches have any chance to " show off " themselves and look down upon me!
This feeling sucks, I know how to think, but I just dono what to do! I don't have determination at all :(

2010-05-04T00:03:00.001+08:00

The words you said can never be taken back
the scar you left can never be healed

05.02.10 (01:35PM) Baby

2010-05-02T01:35:00.003+08:00

My love for you is deep But meaningless

04.29.10 (11:37PM) They're loved

2010-04-29T23:37:00.005+08:00

Photoboothsss with my besttttties

04.24.10 (1:33AM) Importance of understanding

2010-04-24T01:33:00.007+08:00

Do you understand the meaning of real & unconditional love?

You had been a fair-weather friend. As long as i'm Happy & Nice, You love me back. But if i was unhappy or upset, you would feel blamed and then argue or distance yourself.

you always misinterprete the cause of my distress and thought i was blaming youBut i'm not blaming you, I don't need you to fight me, all i need was you to come over and hold me.

Anexample : My stomach is aching for th whole day, and i didn't call you cause i don't wanna disturb you when you were studying, so i just stay home th whole day. When you come home, i told you that i'm in pain for th whole day, you immediatly scolded me for not calling you and thought that i was blaming you, but actually, i just need you to come over and held me. Just hat easy ..

Though, you never see that in me..

04.20.10 (12.00AM) Study..

2010-04-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

Holiday mood GONE
Muggy Time !

shouldn't be blogging often, prelim's on th 10thMay
my great school have gt 3 prelims
So, i need to left unhappy thing aside & study !

04.19.10 (12:00AM) Falling in & out of Love

2010-04-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Don't Let Me Go..
Don't Let Me Go..
( Don't let me go .. )

04.18.10 (01:19AM )

2010-04-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

Try sleeping with a broken heart

Maybe its true that i can't live my life without you
But it takes time to figure out what's best for my life

Nobody says its easy ..

She's enjoying her new home :D
Good nights ..

04.17.10 (01:37AM) I yearn for ...

2010-04-17T01:37:00.003+08:00

Ipad Phone
I think it would be much sweeter in pink

I simply love apple, partly because of its outlook
but most imp, i could find beautiful casing everywhere
& its wonderful function

Laptop
Its from apple too ;)

Tv + Mio + Dvd player

Destop

Holiday with bi @ Villa Zolitude

view more @ http://www.villazolitude.com/

Totall love this ! We've got a great bath tub & Private pool

Have my own dogss

They're shetland sheepdog

Carrer by 21

Perhaps an accountant??

Glen Sim to propose to me @ 21
I mean if we're still togetherr, But if we're not, maybe marriage @ 24?

Family @ 25

Car :D

HelloKitty!!!!

I know many are stupid, but like i said, these are dreamssss of mine
whatever you wanna say about it .... Bye!

04.16.10 (1:22PM) Happy 19th

2010-04-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

Heyhey Baby !! Will you be my husband or me your wife??
We still've lots and lots to go through
Though we always quarrel, but i could see that things are getting better
Like i say, if i could held on a star everytime you make me smile
I could've th whole skies of star on my palm :)
I love you Darling , Happy 19th Months !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

04:15:10 (5:26PM)

2010-04-15T17:26:00.004+08:00

Samsung Pix 12

Photo swapp :)

This's what Jotina & I were doing in class
& its my veryvery first time posting at baby's place :)
Bye !

p.s/ screw today's oral

04.13.10 (08:22PM)

2010-04-13T20:22:00.005+08:00

Hey, here are some overdue photosss
i couldn't remember what i did, and where i go th past few days
so ya, only posting photos
there're more to come, esp th photo that we took @Lulukoh's place

& so sorry for th lack of updates, there's some prob
& Ohhhhya, i've bought new photo ( LG icecream ) !! damn Chio!
having test for this whole week :( havent study for tmr's test
Hate myself for being soso lazzzzy !

04.04.10 (10:12PM)

2010-04-04T22:12:00.005+08:00

This are overdue photoss of th picnic
Lulu's gonna lovelovelove me :)

bought th Potato which cost $2.50 and bi says its a waste of money
@#!$%&*(#!!! argggg ~
i just wanna eat something nice :( He just keep scolding me for buying exp food
He thinks that it's not worth it, but it'll just make my day right !
back to today...
Plaza > w.s, samuel, waichong came > skcc > compass > 201
& that idiot LULUKOH ! You said you meeting me right .....
Hate you !

04.01.10 (10:00PM) Movies :)

2010-04-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

Just booked tickets for " Clash of th Titans " ( sat 13:40 ) w/sam, lulu, bi
I'm sososo excited for nothing can !!
Ohya, and for " Dragon " its a really nice movie that i convince bi to watch with me few days ago, he said that he dnt wan to watch cartoon, but when th movie end, he walks our of th Cinema with a big evil smile :D Its really nice, nothing like any ordinary cartoon

03.30.10 (10:02PM)

2010-03-30T22:02:00.005+08:00

Overdue photo
These photos are taken while waiting for bi @ MCYS
hate going there, its totally a waste of time

so people, please don't get yourself into trouble
wanna do anything illegal / silly , don't get caught !

will upload photos with friend veryvery soon !
@LuluKoh & @JotinaLjw :D

03.30.10 (9:23PM)

2010-03-30T21:23:00.007+08:00

Just bling.ed my touch ytd, totally love it ( pink itouch, how cool )

Have been really lazy lately, sleeping, shopping, outing, schooling but not studying
what should i do ? I've got totally zero ~~determination~~ to study
and i know how far i'm lacking behind as compared to others

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
all i need every breath that i breathe in
Was for you to love me till th end

I'm just too much in love with you that could ever be measured

03.29.10 (9:56PM)

2010-03-29T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hate waking bi up whenever he's sleeping,
wether its night,morning or afternoon, it doesn't matter to him at all
he's just like a dead pig, can you imagine

Haha, i'll stop making fun of him & i'll blog very soon
tons of photos !!

03.28.10 (10:44PM)

2010-03-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

wisma to collect my lousy old phone, i'm so going to buy a new one
N97mini couple phone with samantha ;)
catch How to train your dragon, & bi says that toothless looks like me !
argg ~ How can he be so heartless right, i'm so cute right :x kidding

03.27.10 (10:22PM) Chalet !

2010-03-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hope you guys can see that they're gays
Lucky bi took a nap while we ran out

Pasir ris chalet with bi & co. plus his sis's family
tallking + eating + beach.ing + squad&yongqing came
there's a very funny conversation while walking back to chalet
its about pokemon... but i cant rmb much
& lastly, i love my day with you guys, really fun !

03.26.10 (11:11PM)

2010-03-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Look at my adorable boy ! love him so much !
But ya, i know he looks very gay in this photo but he's use to this "Cheese" post

03.22.10 (4:57PM) Omg, we're running outof time

2010-03-22T16:57:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be April already guys, those who're still slacking better wake up
Yes, Sim baby I'm talking about you & of cause myself :-*
Mid-year is on May, and 3 prelim before O-level
isit a good/bad thing that we've got 3 prelims??
suffering from lag of sleep and stress .. Hmm, hate Singapore
why can't everything stay cheap and let our income increase?

03.20.10 (11:11PM)

2010-03-20T23:05:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging this period of time, had been kinda busy
having school everyday, but only attend a few, arggg :(
actually i've got many things to blog, but i've got no time to blog now
so byebi !

03.19.10 (10:47PM) Bye Yummy,

2010-03-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Bi bought this while waiting for his sis to arrive

ate Haagenduzz with mum, it might look ugly, but delicious

Hazel's broke now, Say bye to "Yummy"

03.17.10 (10:51PM)

2010-03-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

Say hi to my little brother " Kyan Ang "
isn't he cute, in future, my brothers will be like my kids

03.15.10 (01:53AM) DownDowndown......

2010-03-15T01:53:00.002+08:00

I'm still facing it all alone

just notice that i've been running away from many things
which i don't know how to solve it, and it'll never be resolved by itself

03.13.10 (01.58AM) Life's Bored, Life's Sucky

2010-03-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, this's my new keychain, totally love it
Great new : It's holiday
However, I still've to go to school every single day :(
( I still've to wake up so damn early can )

Told baby that i'll accompany him to CSO tmr
& its like 2.05am, am waking up 4 hr later
uh, Poor me :x

03.11.10 (10:45PM) whn its time, i'll just leave..

2010-03-11T22:45:00.005+08:00

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

A moment like this, I've wait for a life time
But this wasn't the right one
The reason why i didn't let go is because i still yearn for your love
Guess, i'd just gave up ?

Cross-Country tomorrow, i'm so notnotnot going
but i still've to go for Mr.koh's lesson
( CommonTest result suckss ttm )
Holiday slot were more than ever, 8am - 5pm almost everyday
anyway, I really need to start working hard !
& I've just removed my tag bored, my blogo look so much better w.o it
so if you guys've got any question. mail me :)

03.09.10 (4:54PM)

2010-03-09T16:54:00.006+08:00

sorry for not posting for some time, but 've got lots of photos to upload (othr time)
& as you can see, i've taken out my extention
its much more comfortable now, but i still prefer myself with long hair

Off to babe's place , Bye !

p.s: weather is killing, make sure you guys drink enough water

03.06.10 (00:00AM) Malaysia

2010-03-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

Sumatra Shopping mall

03.01.10 (3:44PM)

2010-03-01T15:44:00.004+08:00

You make me unbeautiful

to let it go and carry on ?

should i remove my taggy?? it kinda looks messy in my blog

02.27.10 (12:31AM) Grounded !

2010-02-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

common test's on monday, i haven't start studying
i'm grounded, says Hazel ( Myself ) at baby's place
so gonna go baby's place to study all day, and hope he won't spoil my mood
i really need to do well for common test so i don't have to chiong during mid-year
lastly, wondering if i should go Math SSL tmr ... Hmmm

02.26.10 (11:50PM) Still loves you?

2010-02-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hey, went to T1 again, but with baby today
bought my eyelash, school bag, album, ear piece which cost me $150
F* shit, nothing ~~cheap~~ in Singapore !

I just feel so different now, I couldn't tolerate your attitude & idk why

02.25.10 (8:43PM) I needed someone who care

2010-02-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

went to Twister for my haircutt with Louis, Sam & Guohong
so my hair is kinda short now
i mean short for me la, cause i like longlonglong hair ;)

Had a really great talk with ws,louis,gh yesterday after tuition
actually i really need some advise, but from someone whom understand me
and my relationship status.. which is nobody

Tell me how am i gonna continue when happiness wasn't ahead of us
and what we're reaching for were just nothing
becasue Miracle just don't happen, guess we were meant to be apart?

02.23.10 (8:36PM) Dissapointed

2010-02-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

i did everything with you in your way
you wanna play ball, i acc you there almost everyday
i look for you, you play your game
sleeping alone, doing everything alone
even when we meet others, it's all your friend
have you ever thought of my interest, what i wanna do?
everytime when i look at other couple, i envy them a lot
just like how we use to be, but when you say you change because we're tgt long enough
i gotta say that it's and excuse, cause i treat you just like before

02.20.10 (11:50PM) We can't talk it over

2010-02-20T11:59:00.004+08:00

You know how i spend me sat ?
school > sleep > runescape > 120 > home
F* it, life is so super bored now
i can't stand it

New blog skin, it's kinda messy :(

02.19.10 ( 1:31AM ) It was You & Me

2010-02-19T01:31:00.001+08:00

Overdue photographs :)

Hey guys, its really hot now days, do drink more water thn usual
i've been feeling thirsty these days ( like once in a blue moon )
& cabbing ard everytime, really couldn't stand th weather
all thanks to soot ( black carbon ) given out during incomplete combustion
amath test tomorrow -.- urggg~ totally don't feel like studying

p.s: Runescape, i'm back ( * hehehehe )

02.16.10 ( 9:26PM ) 17th Baby!

2010-02-16T21:26:00.001+08:00

HOW YOU GUYS SPEND YOU V'DAY?

Happy Valentine's Day & Happy New Year To Everyone
Happy 17th months To Baby & I !

went to cathay with baby, catch this movie ( it's really nice )
didn't know what to eat after that & of cause i don't wanna spend today @ ps
so baby & i cab down to East Coast for dinner at Cabanna
unfortunately, it's close ( !#$%&@ )
so we settle down at *** rest and th food sucks !
drink a lil, and here my joke comes
th first 3 rounds of 5-10 ( fyi - a game ), i loses, so smt came up my mind
" Everytime when you praise a singaporean, they start to make mistake "
so i praise baby, & great, he lose for every round after that :)
went to th beach & Home i was

p.s : this wasn't that kind of date i wanted !

when will you learn to be a little helpful when you think of me
a little careful when you close to me ?

02.15.10 (12:06AM)

2010-02-15T00:06:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Camelia !

slept at baby's house and both of us couldn't wake up on time
we were suppose to wake up at 11plus and we only do ard 2plus
went to hougang and ex-nanny's house
then to baby's sister birthday celeb at Long Beach

02.14.10 (9:57PM) CNY :)

2010-02-14T21:57:00.001+08:00

taken otw to sis house

she's f* fierce ! i swear

woke up late today and mum was not home
so i meet sis at her house, so that we can go to ggm's place tgt
baby came and look for me after that
went to his aunty house and home :)

02.13.10 (11:54PM)

2010-02-13T23:54:00.001+08:00

Let countdown !

02.12.10 (10:25PM)

2010-02-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

sorry for not posting so often cause my life is like
School > Baby,Baby,Baby > Home
so tell me what can i post ?

I love it when you kiss me upsidedown !

dinner with family today, malaysis tmr, gonna wake up early again
got 3 days Mcs for this week, missed hell lots of lesson
& thank god, my swollen eye has got so-so-so much better
was @ alley with fuiman, watching them break dancing, challenging each other
& i Miss dancing so-so-so much !

V'day
celebrating v'day & our 17th mth together
but ... ...
how should i spend my v'day ? what should i get for baby ?

2010-02-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

Flag Day > Baby house ( sleep ) > 120 > back to baby's house for his sis Birthday celeb

Hazel : " I LoveLoveLove flag day ! i wanna do it everyday

click-network.ing now :)

2010-02-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

you use to shine so.so.so.so.so bright

remember th past few weeks there's very little quarrel?
now " your attitude are back "
whatever i plan, you're always th first thing i thought of
if you want it / if you like it / if you'll feel bored
what about you ? did you think of me ? ( No )

i tried to give you th best, sneaking out of th house
cause i thought you wanted me to be with you while you're asleep
when i'm not really feeling well, i still bought you Mac
ran to your house, take umbrella & run to your school to wait for you
& i know you might feel thankful inside
but you told me that i don't have to do this ??
everytime when i look at other couples, they're laughin away, holding hands
then i look back at us - apart, silents ...
why can't be sweet like them ?
you said that it's becasue we're together for a longer period of time
but i still treat you like th past, or even better...

p.s: it's not th matter of time, it's you

2010-02-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hey, just came back from dinner with baby's family > louis & co.

i'll upload photo taken today asap ( busy* )

& i'll not be blogging so often as commontest is reaching
hate it ! commontest right after new year !

aiming all A1 for this commontest, but i haven't start studying -.-

thrust me, i'll work for it this time.

Today's kinda my bad day :( i dono why

i suddenly misses th past a lot a lot, a million times more than i could imagine

♥ i wanted someone to fetch me after school

♥ i wanted someone to buy me Mac for my recess

♥ i wanted someone to throw sweet on my window to wake me up & bring me for breakfast

♥ i wanted someone to understand me

♥ i wanted someone to treat me patiently, so as to figure out why i get emotional at times

♥ i wanted someone to accom.date me

♥ i wanted someone to hug me and kiss me when i needed it

♥ i wanted someone to laugh when i joke

♥ i wanted to regect someone when he request to pay for my males

♥ i wanted someone who would gave me surprise even if it's you appearing infront of my door

♥ i wanted someone would never attitude me

♥ i wanted someone to hug me when i'm sleeping

♥ i wanted someone to kiss me on my forehead when i'm crying badly

♥ i wanted someone to held onto my hand every sec.

♥ i wanted that kind of never-get-enough-love from someone

♥ i wanted someone to hold on my shoulder when it's raining under an umbrella

♥ i wanted someone to look at me and tell me that i'm cute

♥ i wanted to be asked lean on someone's shoulder when we're travelling

♥ i wanted someone to tell me how much better am i compared to others

♥ i wanted someone to pack food for me when i'm hungry

♥ i wanted someone to show how much he cares when i fling ard with other boys

♥ i wanted someone who show anger when someone make a fool out of me

♥ i wanted someone to sit by my door for th whole boring day no matter how tired he is

♥ i wanted someone who wouldn't give me a single attitude when he waited for me for 2 hrs

♥ i wanted someone who would carry my heavy bag for me

♥ i wanted someone who would fetch me home everyday even if i'm staying @ Yishun

♥ i wanted someone sweet, loving and romantic

♥ i wanted someone who would give me th best

♥ i wanted someone who would buy me a Mac meal & ate cup noodle himself

♥ i wanted someone who love me more than i love him

♥ i wanted someone who would apologise to me when he makes me upset

♥ i wanted someone who would never leave me alone on street

♥ i wanted someone who would not make me cry in the middle of th streets

♥ i wanted someone who would never sleep earlier than i do

look at how much you've change

2010-02-02T21:49:00.001+08:00

Because my msw has been deleted, i needa post up this video
for my CME project tmr :)
Group members : i did do my research & homework yay

2010-02-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'm BusyBusyBusy for nothing -.-

my whole mind is JCJCJC* but i just can't study
tell me what to do!? 'm reallyreally tired these days

( Hazel need to stop this shit, you need to motivate her please.. )
i haven't been revising my work since day 1 of school ...

and school was shitty, i want AIR-CON please !!!!
it makes me wanna go out naked ! its HOT !

2010-02-01T21:31:00.001+08:00

My nose is sensative as well as stomach
Gave school a skip ;)

2010-01-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

slept at baby's house, tuition in th morning,
hougang after that to acc baby to cut his hair
& we waited for few hrs !! *tsk
hougang plaza for billet, then ws & baby acc me to tpy
sis house & i just got my cammy :)
but it's not really what i wanted..

2010-01-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

Fareast with Baby & co
couldn't really find anything that really caught my attention
bought tops & dresses, but i just couldn't find nice shoe & bag

Any idea?

2010-01-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

this's our newyear deco & i did play a lil part ok ( like once in a blur moon )

anw, it's ~~undone~~ ; tsk

town with baby & coco. tmr, hope we've got a chance to take some photo

cause we usually don't have this part on our outing :x

& my camera's here, lappy next :D love it

My Nuffnang is finally earning $$, and i hope you guys could click more

earn more = post more

thanks ;)

2010-01-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

It's kinda lame la, but ya ...

2010-01-24T19:15:00.001+08:00

Be Right Back ;)

busy with stuff

Happy 17th Baby !

2010-01-23T22:45:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday To My Dearest Boy !!!

celebrated baby's birthday for 2 cons.days

one with his family, th other with friend

& Rong Jun is also with us for both days :)

so he has become my goodgood listener

poor him, i just keep complaining everything to him

've got so many things to do this few days

didn't wanna go town anymore

( I need to save money already man ! )
cny is ard th corner, haven't start packing my room

bought cny cloths or whatever..

& thanks to mummy, i need to spend this coming weekend ~~home~~

my darling is emo-ing :D cute huh..

Wentworth Miller

I'll end my post with my *dream boy, can somebody tell me that he's not a ~~gay~~

2010-01-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

Not feeling well :[

I'm lacking back in studies ( shit* )

feeling lethagic this few days, i've got no idea why

slept more than usual, no appetite

science lab today, & i'm stupid to smell ammonia directly

kind of headache afterwards -.- & baby's laughing at me !!

我们之间的问题是我不相信你

敏感又多心怕你变了心为爱你害怕失去你

baby, i'm sorry

用错了方式去爱你因为我太在意

Bye Facebook

2010-01-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

Guys, i've deactivated my facebook and deleted all my friend

sometimes Baby tense to log in to it so it'll be activated back again

but please don't add me, cause i'm gonna deactivate it again & again

because of his itchy hand & mind ! :D

To you

2010-01-16T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 16 Anni

cathay > watch daybreaker ( ♥ it, you guys should watch it ) > town > home

2010-01-15T17:27:00.003+08:00

End of US

saying it out wasn't easy, letting everything go wasn't my choice

perhaps this's what you want, your freedom

& after you asking me not to regret, i found my ans to all my question

th times & efforts i put in you, th faith i had in you

the love, the care, and everything, you doesn't understand it

because you don't love me like i did to you..

i really don't know what to say now.. You wouldn't change

and we will never start all over again that i thought we would

my best wasn't th best for you no matter how hard i tried

you just never thought i'm good enough for you

I thought you told me you'll never leave me

Sadly, we just wouldn't make it till our 16mths ( which's tmr )

and if you read this, send me your acc no. i'll transfer your money next mnt

Takecare,I'll be just fine

2010-01-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Down Down Down

I'm really upset, about everything, i just doesn't know how to face things
obsticles than block me away from my happiness
i doesn't know how to overcome it, i doesn't know how to face it
& i don't know who to talk to..

I wanted to give this r/s up, really...
& I'm sorry, i really can't take it
all the attitude, and knowing that you still care & thinks of her
it really hurts, i'm jealous, i'm lost
when i loves you so much, you take advantage of it
when i try to talk, you never wanted to listen
th way i treat you, you took it for granted

其实你很爱他对我的惩罚
说你没有想他是可怜我吧
我也没有借口只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我

其实你很爱他他很温柔吗
其实你很想他就说出口吧
我也不想多说捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说 ~~你很爱他~~

what makes her so much better than me?
i admit this few days i'm hot temper, i'm really confused
really unhappy, really messed up
i might seems fine, but ... i'm really insecure

Btych, try to mess with my love, think twice

2010-01-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hazel just spoiled her phone again .. No pictures to uploade !!!

bet you guys hate post without picture right, so ya

tag me if you wan any updates.. Loves,

News guys ; Nan Chiau High did super well for Olevel

we improved to Band1 ( Top 10 school in Singapore !! )

You And Her

2010-01-10T13:22:00.003+08:00

when i open my eyes this morning, i couldn't stop thinking of both of you

haven't i did enough to stop all this shit ? haven't i tried to gave you th best

You were just like them. from th start you just weren't serious

i already gave you my everything, and you told her you like her

do you think about me when you told her that?

you use to shine so bright, you were all i believe in

now, i don't know how am i suppose to take it...

I'm just too dissapointed, i really really thought that i found th one
but it turns out to be ... I'm back to th square once again
Hazel always fall in love with th bad guy, i should've thought of that earlier

i shouldn't have thrusted you

2010-01-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

" Plenty Of Homework ! "

2009 ; 2010 ( New Year Resolution )

2010-01-05T20:38:00.005+08:00

My future & My Past

This is a really imp year for me as my Os' decide if my dreams gonna come true

with a 14 points for Ns', i ain't really happy about it

but it doesn't matter, i'll work really hard to get a single digit for 0s'

for neglecting my studies th pass few years because of my ~~mischief~~

it left me with no choice but to work extra hard, to catch up on my studies and aim

& I'll change for a better,

After so much hurt & relationship, 've finally found th guy tht loves me

i had to admit that 've quite a lot of ex-boyfs, but 'm only in love with 4

but those are th heart.breaker.kid !

& when 'm hurt, Glen was there for me & we occasionally fall in love

but idk why, i told him that i wanna try out with my ex-boyf

( of cause things doesn't work out right )

after i broke up with my ex, we got together

and we were both playful, we both doesn't study at all

but through all th ups & down, we realise what's imp to us

and ofcause we work things out together

( it isn't easy to stop those nonsence that we were doing at first )

but we did it ! & we both got 14 pnts together

to me : we were like ' Family, Friend and th Guy of my life '

when the right one is just there, you'll feel it, you'll know it, and you'll go for it

To be true, 've quite a lot of prob in facing my family

it's quite a complicated thing because many thing just doesn't goes on well

partly because of me, myself that i don't give them a change to understand me

but there's also this ~~Bytch~~ who's messing around once

which makes me have some physiological negative thoughts that always came up int my mind

and it makes it hard for me to communicate with them

becuase everytime when they say smt, i'll think that it's offensive

& Yes, my Bad Nasty Obnoxious temper / beheaviour to them, its ~~Rude~~

but i just couldn't control, so sometimes its better for me to keep quiet

over time, it just turns out to be worst

there's always apart of me which i hope to have a Family that would always help me

always there to ask about me, get along well with me & my boyf and as a whole

but i just simply love my "Mother" i should call ?

because she's th one whom 'll talk to , and love to be with

She isn't like those fairytale "StepMum" which's wicked but she's totally not

My biological parents love me, & of cause they do

and i know that i've once make them lose faith in me

'm really sry for that, and i couldn't blame them for no thrusting me at times

I also don't blame them for not giving me th freedom i wanted

cause they did it for a reason

I believe many of you have that kind of thinking like

" Eh, its 21 century already why still so old fashion,

even people that are younger than you have got more freedom than you "

I use to have this kind of thinking too, Used to !

Even after 174566159975 century

Parental love will neve change !!

How your parent treat you = How you treat your boyf/girlf

How much your parent love you = 1820575 times you love you Lover

it really make sense, and this's th sentence that wakes me up

& Now, I really couldn't manage my time well for

- Boyf, Family, Studies

and 'm really sorry that i spend almost all my time with my boyf then home

just simply because Him = study, play, friend time !

I just did everything with him, and it's too late to realise it..

I haven't been knowing new friend like for years

few years back, 'm sure to know someone new everytime

and so '' Yvonne '' still is th friend that i really love th best

but now, we were just like super normal friend, she's got her clique,good friend

" Louis " was a friend that i appreciate too, but too bad

he's a guy, i jsut can't be too open to him like sometimes when we talk

or like a sissy who went shopping with me

try new make-up, hairstyle, or saying personal thoughts to him make a feel kinda weird

but he's th one i can go High-High up th sky with

Sometimes, i still wish that there's a friend for me to talk to

but because of my neglectant of friends, everyone ard me drifted further away

so, i just can't like suddenly call someone and bullshit everything to them

so i kept many things to myself which makes me really stressed up

unfortunately, Glen just isn't th one whom i can talk to so ya, forget it

he won't understand, telling him just makes me angry

cause he'll jsut say " Aiya, Dont care them la / Aiya, Don't think so much "

which obviously doesn't help

but of cause it's better than nothing la..

The most imp part is that after so much trouble that "Friends" have gotten me into

and so much prob that we've been through

it shows me who're th real friend

which has just left like less than 5 stay

so looking for th right friend isn't easy

you migh be really good with him/her, but you'll neve know if anything will brks you 2 up

like them knowing new friend, diff interest ,ect

so people, "Cherish what you've got"

Lastly, Everyone has a dream including me

actually i really love dancing which veryvery few people know

if people who know me since pri sch, they might know how much effort that i'll put in

even just a performance, or anything

Once, my ambiton was to be a dancer

which my uncle say that my future will be " Pole.dancer "

& it really hurts me a lot, they say it since i was young

I drop dancing in sec school whn i start to get a lil naughty

I thought to myself. dancing is hard to earn a living

but it could be a way for mem to release my stress

Second, Since i was young, i was fucking stupid, th only thing that i'm good at is math

is fail all of my sub but distinction for math, i wasn't like this in nature

i remember that my PAP teacher make me fall in love with math

she would give me a sticker everytime i ans a correct qns, and cares for me a lot

so teacher really plays an imp role in a student, esp young ones

so in future, i thought of accounting as my occupation

but to get into that, its an 8 pnts ( if 'ma not wrong ) in Ngee An

So i'll work hard for it ! I hope...

2010-01-04T21:06:00.004+08:00

School was Great ♥♥ > tried " Laksa " ( smt new to me ) > Baby's house > Future
won't be laturing you cause it's th first day of sch, bet many are like me
"Lecture" all day -.- & because i'm dead tired, haven't been sleeping ( i mean yes, 2 hrs )
I'll end my post, Bye ! * Yawn

2010-01-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

watch Vampire's Assistant ( ♥♥♥♥/5 ) with baby @ Cathay
had Pizza Hut for lunch and i ordered th ~~Strawberry paradise~~
which totally sucks & it cost $4.50, Regret !

Next to Suntec to meet baby's sis & family

I'll post some other stuff instead of bloggin what 've been doing

but you guys have to give me some comments

( & click on th Nuffnang ads pleaseeee ♥ )

Cook

2010-01-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

♥Baby & I cook dinner for ourselves

p.s: can't wait for school to reopen

2010

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Welcome 2010 :D

Gonna take O-level together with Louis, Von, Sandy, Sam next year

and we all hopefully can graduate with Joy together including Qing

& of cause my ♥Baby, we'll work hard together right !

Hope this relationship ain't giving us anymore ~~problems~~

count down at home, with Mac for my supper

spend th next day with ♥Baby & his family and amk for a dinner

p.s: ♥Baby tell me that he'll treat me th best he could from now, so i'll see

China

2009-12-31T01:59:00.000+08:00

Airport

yes, this's Hazel without makeup

this " Angel " is done by a boy whom sat beside me on plane

for me :)

President suite

This's th lobby of th hotel

This damn toilet include steam & jacuzzi, ♥ love it

living room

majong room, ♥♥ ( 2 love for this )

1st christmas present from aunt

with a lil card attached on th box

On-The-Way back to Singapore

Muacks to China ; ♥♥♥ Shopping

Farewell,

2009-12-21T02:21:00.000+08:00

Bye everyone, This'll be my last post before i'm back
It's pretty cold now days, do take care :D